Date Created: 01/16/2014
Last Updated: 06/29/2014

The life & times of Michelle "Buffy" Lawler
2/17/1968 - 12/23/2013

Location: Staten Island, New York

Visits: 13,697


This memorial has been created to honor the life and memory of Michelle "Buffy" Lawler. Loved and respected by many, Michelle was and still is an inspiration to all she came in contact with.

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04/19/2014....HAPPY FIRST PASSOVER IN HEAVEN... I miss you so much. Many times I have picked up the phone to call you, then reality sets in. So many things we didn't get to say or do together.. We will soon be together again, this doesn't make it easier to accept... I am trying Mich... I pray for your strength... I love you my little girl.. You are with me always..

05/11/2014....HAPPY FIRST MOMMY'S DAY IN HEAVEN MY SWEET ANGEL....I thank God every single day that you realized the truth about the person trying to keep us apart.We did have some months to laugh, get to know more about each other, to love each other.Unfortunately, this person is now telling her stories (lies if you will) to a few of your friends. Walter is hearing about it but I can't say if it's directly or indirectly. Either way,, he won't speak with me. So i beg you to let him see the truth, just as you did...I miss my LiL Man more than any words could describe

I am so sorry for the life you had. Since the day you were TAKEN from my arms I have searched for you. Always wondering if you had a good life, if you were being abused. Please, please forgive me for not finding you and getting you away from that life. I will live with this guilt till the day I die. I'm sorry Baby.
By now I was hoping your friends would have come here and filled in some of the blanks...I only know of your beginning and end. I was hoping they would fill in the middle,


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From: Lucy Crennan Tuesday, May 03, 2016
05/03/2016 Hello My Sweet, Beautiful,

I just want you to know how very much I love you and miss you1

From: Lucy Crennan Wednesday, December 24, 2014
12/23/2014 An entire year has gone by without you and yet if feels like only yesterday that we spoke. To say I miss you would be an understatement. I miss you more and more each passing day. They say it gets easier with time, i don't believe that. I don't believe anything could fix the pain in my heart.

I want to talk with you and tell you how my day is going and hear all about yours and Lil Walter's. There's so much I want to tell you and show you. There is so much love in my heart for Lil Walter, love that he will never get to see or feel, I wish I knew why. But I guess that is something I will never know, can only assume.

I pray that one day I run into Big Walter, maybe face to face he will explain why he is keeping my grandson from me. I also pray it happens before I leave this world. Perhaps he will even explain why he has pushed your sister, nieces and nephews away as well.

I love you with all my heart and I miss you even more. I envy the nights you come to me in my dreams, i wish you would come more often.but I will take what I can get.Rest in Peace my Loving Daughter. You know you are always in my heart, thoughts and prayers, Good Night my love, i will see you in my dreams.

Love You,
Mommy XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO and a trillion more..

From: Lucy Crennan Thursday, November 27, 2014
11/27/2014 It's your first Thanksgiving in Heaven, I miss you so much. I can't believe you're gone almost a year. So many times I have dialed your number and then I snapped back into reality and remembered you wouldn't be answering. I would give my life to have you back where you belong.

One thing you would be happy to know is your sister Stacy and I have become very close again. Not a day goes by that we don't talk about you and how much we both miss you. The pain for both of us is still very raw, we can't speak about you without crying. I look at your pictures and read and reread your letters so much, I am afraid I will wear them out. I find myself constantly asking God WHY, why did it have to be my baby. As much as I know you are gone, I feel you with me all the time.

I love you with all my heart Baby and I miss you even more. I hope your day in Heaven was a Happy Thanksgiving. You know I will never say good-bye to you, so for now, my beautiful daughter, I will say Good Night and as I do so often, I will see you in my dreams. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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